Why I hated going sleep and how I get rid of that
I’m unemployed almost half year now and life is good. Except for some mysterious reason when I go to sleep. When I lay in a dark in bed I have some funny feeling that something is strange, night by night by night, something is strange.
I have full happy meaningful day, working on one interesting software project, but this strange feeling at night.
Then yesterday I finally figured what is problem. When I was work, my work was full of stress and frustration so much that going to sleep with stress related fatigue was norm even on weekend because my boss call me even on weekends (not always but frequently). And this became habit. Now although I work even more it’s pleasure, but I have habit of feeling low because of work.
When I figured this strange feeling immediately disappear, but lesson remain.
It’s to easy to go with a flow, to accommodate yourself to the situation, to accept feeling low. Don’t. And whenever you have some strange feeling investigate it until you figure it. 